Corner of Grey Street

dog is god

Sun, 07 Feb 2010 03:48:05 GMT

Doctors have reported that humans use less than 10% of their brain. It comes into question what the other 90% is up to. Nothing, possibly. But, more than likely, in each person that 90% is working on something completely unfathomable to that 10% that we are aware of. Considering the notion that humans are subconsciously connected to each other, an “unaware telepathic network” for you nerds out there, the following can be easily be considered fact: We are god (NOT to be confused with God- completely different concept). This network created, is creating and will create the universe simultaneously with that 90%. If we think in more simplistic terms until the only thing that remains is the existence of the brain and its power we’d think away our existence as we know it. Essentially, give up that 10% to the 90% and, eventually, the whole of our brain power, in this unaware telepathic network, will be used in the continuous creation of the universe. Thus, we are god.

*Note: thought of this from the ending. When I thought “If we think in more simplistic terms we’d think away our existence as we know it” I questioned why. From there I kept stacking more statements to answer my whys until I was satisfied that I had reached the beginning.

Just so you know...

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 04:30:57 GMT

EVERYTHING IS AS IT'S ALWAYS BEEN

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 05:00:29 GMT

Sometimes I wish the world would stop so I could breathe and catch up; sometimes I want to lie face up in the grass and not move a muscle until an entire ~~day~~ year has passed. Sometimes I don't care; sometimes I let passion consume every inch of me. Sometimes I am this; sometimes I am that.

I am not a girl, I am an Amber and I have no brain because a sizzling egg in a frying pan is absolutely terrifying.

Again.

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 03:32:10 GMT

♥

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 23:11:11 GMT

Skillet on the stove is such a temptation, maybe I'll be the special one that doesn't get burned.

What the fuck was I thinking?

242am

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 06:42:59 GMT

and the world's got me dizzy again
you'd think after 22 years i'd be used to the spin
and it only feels worse when i stay in one place
so i'm always pacing around or walking away

i keep drinking the ink from my pen
and i'm balancing history books up on my head
but it all boils down to one quotable phrase
if you love something give it away

Pub Song List

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 03:36:11 GMT

The Pogues

Sayonara
Sally MacLannane
Streams of Whiskey
Fiesta
Fairytale of New York

Flogging Molly

Drunken Lullabies
Devil's Dance Floor
Rebels of the Sacred Heart
Cruel Mistress
Another Bag of Bricks

Jace Everett

Bad Things

Fugazi

Waiting Room

To be continued...

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 03:40:43 GMT

My eyes are a jade green when I cry.

When I die play this song at my funeral.

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 17:40:59 GMT

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank you for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your
feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright

Thu, 28 May 2009 22:30:32 GMT

Don't have to prove that you are so strong
'Cause I can carry you on my back
After our enemies attack

I was screaming under my breath
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all this present tense

We need to feel breathless with love
And not collapse under its weight

Tue, 19 May 2009 18:26:35 GMT

This weekend was really great though Chris was busy every day with work. We laid in bed for a minute when I first got there and talked about things. He told me how he felt and how things changed, which made me very happy and smile more than I have in a while. My heart felt good. He took me to 15th Street without me even saying anything about it! And we drank beer together again for the first time in a long time. It's back. ;) That's good too. Hehehe.

Things are good.

Red, green. Blue, orange. Yellow, purple.

Mon, 11 May 2009 01:07:16 GMT

Compliment.

Sun, 10 May 2009 01:44:55 GMT

This makes me smile. A lot.

You know, I always thought I had pretty good taste in music, but like.. I always thought that you could point me in a pretty good fucking direction.

<3

Sat, 09 May 2009 22:32:33 GMT

Boyfriend,

Thank you for such a fantastic week!

You are amazing.

xoxo,
Girlfriend

I'll push away those baby blues.

Sun, 03 May 2009 03:38:41 GMT

~~(Breathing.)~~

I'm trying to teach myself to play "Mouthful of Cavities" by Blind Melon on guitar.

It's going alright.

I write a letter to a friend of mine
I tell him how much I used to love to
Watch him smile
See I haven't seen him smile in a
Little while
Havent seen him smile in a little while

Writer's Block: Confidences

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 03:57:29 GMT

Who do you think it is easier to talk about your problems with: your friends, your family, or strangers?

View 508 Answers

Myself.

Who knows me better than me.

1234

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 03:06:39 GMT

I have the most amazing boyfriend.

Things are extremely stressful right now. For both of us. End of semester. We're both sick (him more so than me). Money issues. He has court soon. And I guess sometimes it gets to us. Discouraged, at times. I must say I've been through shit before while dating other people and that discouragement stuck with me because I didn't feel comfort with them and things ended up falling apart.

Thing's with Chris are completely different. I've never felt more secure and happy than I do with him. It's hard to really explain too. I mean, it's hard to explain why I like him so much and why I feel so optimistic and happy. I guess it has a lot to do with the little things. His mannerisms; the way he walks and the way he talks with his girl-hands when he's on the phone. The people on the other line can't see that, babe. It's cute. I like the way he makes fun of me but says I'm cute for my obsession with cups. Step 1. How many steps are there? He sends me the most amazing messages and they always cheer me up and make me smile. Playing Chain Reaction while laying in bed. Spooning (with me behind him). The fuss over my straightener always being on. 15th Street Pizza. It's okay that we can't drink beer for a while. I'll be sober and eat soup with you until we're well again. Watching sports with him. Golf, basketball, baseball, football. His excitement for the game makes it completely thrilling for me. The tv always being on ESPN when we turn it on. I like that we've reached the stage where we can do each other's homework and it be okay. Talks of the future. I just wanted to say thank you for being an optomistic light for me.

Things are fantastic.

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

'Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

'Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

'Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 19:20:11 GMT

I think, playing Rock Band and drinking beer with my boyfriend may be one of my favorite activities right now. He's encouraged me to move up to medium. =D I'm pretty good now.

I like him.

One. Two. Three. Four.

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 05:09:08 GMT

Tuesday! Most amazing day I've had.

Chris and I have to eat after school every single time or we're super grumpy. I am, at least. =p He's always nice. Willy's : tacos, burritos and Negro Modelo. Oh and VERY good conversation. Conversation so good we decide that I don't need to go home just yet...so we go to his. I really enjoy being at Chris' house. It's very comfortable and his roommates are awesome. Caren woke me with beer the other morning and said "It's beer thirty!" =D BUT, yes, back to Tuesday. We ended taking a two hour nap cause....we were sleepy. It was very nice.

I felt very close to him. It's cheesy but I've could have laid with him all evening.

I will treat you sweetly
Adore you, I mean, you crush me
And it's times like these
When my faith I feel

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 03:59:22 GMT

Four 'reallys'.

*holds up four fingers*

Maybe or may be?

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 03:24:07 GMT

Maybe I'm crazy
And laughing out loud
Makes it all pass by

And maybe you're a little crazy
And laughing out loud
Makes it all alright

Laughing out loud

Hey now, hey now.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 16:28:58 GMT

I really enjoy being Chris' girlfriend.

He cooked me dinner the other night...well, we kind of cooked together which was amazing. It made me feel closer to him, oddly. He'd be like "do this" and "hand me that". [NOTE: he was not being bossy!] There was a bit of intimacy that I can't really explain. We had steak and scallops with asparagus and mashed potatoes. I worked so hard on those potatoes. =p Oh and beer, of course. If I'm an alcoholic than you're an addict. I love being around him and I love that he loves to be around me. Florida, Arizona? Build me a lake. I met his grandparent's this week, as well. It went a lot smoother than I thought it would...everyone keeps telling me that his grandpa is a dirty old man and while he did smack the back of my thigh and talk about sex a few times it wasn't THAT bad. His grandma is sweet. She loves to cook and made us two delicious breakfasts.

Ha! So apparently this is a cooking family which is great because I LOVE to eat. I think I'll stick around for a....minute. ;)

There. They're. Their.

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 02:17:07 GMT

There are certain songs in my life that absolutely belong to certain people (or a group of people) in my life. If it meant something to me at one point in my life it still matters...because I love memories. Even the bad ones because they remind me of what not to do. There are actually a couple below that belong to one person in particular.

In no particular order, here is the list:

(1)
I will treat you sweetly
I adore you
I mean you crush me
And it's times like these
When my faith I feel
And I know how I...love...you

(2)
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

(3)
You could be happy and I won't know

(4)
You and me
Have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
But it's nothing to cry about
Because we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

(5)
The season's change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin

(6)
I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery

(7)
You hold my hand and it's better than love

(8)
Sadie, go on home now

I have not forgot, but a silence crept over me
So dig up your bone, exhume your pine cone, my Sadie

(9)
Everything's gonna be alright

(10)
You said I must eat so many lemons 'cause I am so bitter

xo

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 22:48:12 GMT

Can I keep you?

Happy Birthday, darlin! We love you very very very very much.

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 19:05:51 GMT

My family came to celebrate my birthday all day yesterday. We drank and whatnot. We also played Apples to Apples and my mom almost burned the house down. Ha! Very memorable birthday. =) And...I get to see Chris tomorrow. I am so excited! This is going to be another amazing week. I can tell.